Well it has been a hell of a week.
First up - My coach is admitted to hospital and then diagnosed with phenomena and a cracked rib. (He has cracked a rib in his back from coughing) Poor guy is so misrible and sick.
Second up - Myself and 1 other staff member were given 4 weeks notice on the day that the other two staff were already leaving.
My dream job very quickly turned into a nightmare. Not only has it put a large dent in my aspirations to be a Legal Clerk (I will still complete this course...just take a little longer now) but it has caused so much damage to my sport. My times have dropped dramatically. With not being able to train with the group due to irregular hours my boss demanded from me, from his smoking around me either at work or in a work vehicle and from stress placed on me by his unrealistic demands. I am a very reactive person and if I am in the company of a negative person it rubs off on me and I too become very negative. It has been a struggle to pull myself out of this rut and say...."on wards and up wards, its a new day with new challenges and opportunities!!!"
So today was the last of the 10km series and I have said all along that I would not race in these, that they were for training only. So I went out to do just that. To enjoy this walk and not focus on my time or pace. (easier said than done)
As per normal....I took off like a cut cat when the gun went off but soon ran out of steam at the 2km mark, it even took till the 4km mark for Pete to catch me up. I have been struggling with my breathing and today was no different, so Pete pulled up beside me and said .... hey I'm walking with you and I am shattered, shall we meander.. so we did just that. Turned at the 5km cone in 31.20 but then chatted the whole way back and finished in a relaxing 63.42 giving me a 6min 20 avg per km.
Tomorrow I am to do 15km at 92.5% pace so I am going to enjoy that.
Heres my garmin splits
10km Sprig & Fern 10km series by kyisis at Garmin Connect - Details
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Aw, Nyle, I am so sorry about all of this. Your coach, your job :(, and how out-of-shape you feel :(. I just want to encourage you to hang in there - you have lots of time to get fit and ready before next summer, and I know you will do it. Hopefully this will all seem like a bad dream by then!
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